What a PrINcEsS

I know I am behind on this, but I wanted to post it.

On January 6th, we took Kaidance for her 2 month check up. She did great until the shots. That was awful. I am dreading that again at her four month check up.

But, here are her Statistics:

Weight 11 pounds, 50th percentile

Height 21.75 inches, 22nd percentile

Head 15.2 inches, 39th percentile

She is changing and doing new things each day. She truly is a blessing in my life.

Back to Work

Well, the dreaded day has come. I should not complain, because at least I have a job. That being said, I hated knowing that I had to go back to work. Don't get the wrong impression, I love what I do, but I just wish I didn't have to leave my Angel. I just want to be with her all the time. I have the hardest time thinking she is not going to be okay unless I am with her.

Anxiety was high, but I made it through the day, and so did Kaidance. I had a lot of help from my mom, Ashlee. They came and stayed with Kaidance from two-thirty in the morning until Eric got home from work at around eight. I know I wouldn't be able to function if I didn't have such a good family! Eric probably thinks I am crazy, but I call OFTEN to check on what they are doing and if she is eating, sleeping, sneezing, and anything else. HAHA. I just can't help it.

All in all, I made it through my first day back at work. I hate to admit it, but it really wasn't all that bad. I love my job, and I love being there for others, but the fact that I have to be away from Kaidance is difficult for me to handle.

Well, I just hope things get a little better every shift, or else I may have an anxiety attack.

Wish me luck with my crazy two jobs, school and family life.

Happy Birthday Mom and Ash!

Ash and Rylie

The beautiful Girls!

Today is my mother and my little sister's birthday! I hope they have a great day!

My little sis is 13. I sure cannot believe it. I remember so well, the day she was born. I cannot believe the woman she is becoming. She is one amazing girl. She is an amazing dancer. If anyone wants to see a beautiful and fun dancer, just watch her. She is also so caring about others. She is great with people and everyone loves her. She is the most beautiful girl. Ash is also extraordinarily smart. She is just great at everything. She is such a blessing in our family. Even though she is 12 years younger than me, she is an example to me. She is someone I strive to be like. She has a heart of gold and there is not one person better. I love her so much and I know that Kaidance is going to look up to her. She is everything that most girls strive to be. Thanks Ash, for everything you do and will continue to do for me and my little family! We love you more than you will ever know! God sure knew what he was doing when he put you in our family!

On to my amazing mom. I will not disclose how old she is, or I might be dead! HAHA! Just kidding mom, I love you.

But, honestly, she has taught me so much. She is the reason I am who I am today. She has always been the best example to me. She has taught me to go out and earn whatever it is I want in life. She has shown me the meaning of hard work. I look up to her so much. I can't believe how wonderful of a woman she is. She amazes me everyday with her strength and courage. I hope that one day I can be half as good of a mom to my beautiful daughter as she is to her children.

I know I can speak for all my siblings on this one, we sure love you mom and we are blessed to have the BEST mom in the world. Thanks for everything.

We love you both to the stars and back!

Have a Happy Birthday!! We love you girls!

Sorry the pictures are old. I will have to take some today and then post them!

You are the Love of my life!

I thought I should post some more pictures of my sweet baby. She is finally starting to feel better and I sure love it. She has been smiling and cooing often. We are just having the time of our lives.

We went to the doctor about a week or two ago and I have some more statistics on my beautiful babe, but I will post those later.

I can't believe how my life has changed in the last few months. I know why I am alive. I never would have thought that being a mother would be so amazing. Some days are hard, but it just makes me love her more and more. I know is sounds corny, but my life reminds me of a song right now. She is the love of my life, and the reason I am alive.

Enjoy the pictures.